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The Truth Is Drarry

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Stranger: ( Modern AU, some years after the war, don't need to respond in length, just wanted the details out ) Out of everything that had happened, out of what came of the war and wondering how he would go on without constantly having to please his father and serve a lord he didn't completely agree with, Draco had spent years trying to change himself. Seventh years at Hogwarts had to spend another year after the school was fixed and Draco managed to pass. Of course, he had no friends, no allies, and could only study. The Malfoy house and name fell with Voldemort and Muggles Relations was one of the few willing to hire him, no matter the grades. A couple years spent studying and amongst the muggles helped him put aside his prejudices. He left Muggles Relations after a couple more years to open up a shop in Diagon Alley. specifically, an alchemy, potions, and goods shop. Cutting costs where he could and some of the fortune helped him open the shop, and helped him keep it open as well, seeing as not many people wanted to buy potions from a Malfoy without thinking they would be poisoned. But his time in Muggles Relations taught him to be accepting. It changed him in more ways than one. On both the outside and inside, the shop was normal. But Draco himself stood out like a sore thumb. He took up muggle fashion trends and donned piercings, facial ones including a septum, lobe, upper lobe, industrial, nostril, eyebrow, and snake bites (along with the semi-hidden tongue piercing). His arm was void of the dark mark he once had, instead his wrists decorated with tribal like bands going around and a snake curling around his right forearm. Though he hadn't been in school for so long, he still donned the color green in his clothing. And it was present whenever he was behind then counter of the shop. It was how he working now, a white v-neck shirt under an open green sweater, glasses perched on his nose as he went about doing an inventory check.

You: [reading]

You: Harry pulled his cloak closer around him to fight off the chill of the evening as he strode down the alley of shops and patrons. He had just finished dropping off a package at the joke shop for Ron who was working with his brother while Hermoine was away in France offering enchantment students in the foreign program for Hogwarts. Everyone was very proud of her achievements, though not surprised. It was no doubt the same for Harry who worked as an Aurora for the ministry. Life was... tolerable... It was actually kind of nice having a small family though they weren't blood and he enjoyed his work. Still, he missed the old days every now and then, hanging out in the common room and staying up late studying. Even missed a certain blonde always causing trouble though he would never admit it. Honestly that was probably why he found himself pausing infront of the small potions shop that seemed to be lacking in customers. Ron had told him Draco had opened it some time ago and that he didn't think it was doing well. Harry wasn't really sure what had peaked his curiosity but... That had never stopped him before... So, with a small shake of his coat to get the dampness off, he stepped inside, the bell ringing loudly as the door shook it.

Stranger: What little was left of his family's fortune would have to help him make it through the month if business didn't pick up at some point, though he had more customers than he had when first opening up shop. The rumors that he would catch from children looking around were not surprising, though it did nothing but harm his business. That all of his potions were tainted to rid any users who weren't pureblood, that there were curses put on certain vials that would bring nothing but suffering. The only rumor that was true was that every product had a charm placed on them, to cause anyone who shoplifted to be unable to leave the store. At first, it had been a blinding charm, but that had caused more trouble than good. With a sigh, Draco finished and moved out from the back, attention directing towards the door as the bell above it rang. He took a deep breath before stepping behind the counter to get a better look at the person, only for something to twinge inside of him as he saw Harry Potter standing there. Any attempt at a smile was dashed, wondering what god of misfortune was looking down on him today. "What brings you by, Potter?"

You: Harry glanced about the dimly lit store as he stepped inside, taking it all in before his attention was pulled to the man behind the counter and he paused. Malfoy looked so different then what he remember that it took him off guard for a moment before he offered a small half smile that could be translated to something akin to amusement. "I um..." He began, rubbing the back of his neck for a moment as he strode forward, closer to the counter. He was suddenly embarrassed and not sure what to say. "I'm looking for a Draught of Peace." He offered quickly. "Any chance you could help?" He asked awkwardly.

Stranger: Harry was amused. Of course he was. Who wouldn't be amused to see someone that had gone against him in any way he could until the end doing so poorly? A lifetime ago, Draco would have laughed if their positions were switched. But things had changed, he didn't loathe Harry like he told himself to over the course of so many years... even towards the end, he couldn't bother not liking him even a bit. A brow raised when that potion was mentioned and he wondered for a moment who it was for. But that was none of his business. "I don't carry any on hand, but I can make something if you care to wait." Any business he could get was welcomed.

You: Harry glanced towards the door as if he were considering it but gave a small shrug. "Sure." He offered, his smile only growing a bit as he gave a shrug. "I can wait. I don't really have anything pressing today." He admitted. "That is, if you have the time of course, I wouldn't want to cause you any undue trouble." He added politely.

Stranger: For a moment, Draco wondered if Harry would leave and he would be left alone in an empty store once again. Thankfully, he was proven wrong as the man said that he could stay, shaking his head when he was asked about his own time. "You see how things are. I have nothing but time on my hands." He gave a bitter laugh as he moved from behind the counter, pulling out a cauldron from the back before going through the shelves and drawers in the front to gather the necessary ingredients. Once they were collected, he set a flame under the cauldron and began.

You: Harry glanced about the shop once more at Draco's emphasis and gave a small nod. He waited until the other man disappeared for a brief moment to collect the cauldron before he began to wonder the isles. "Yeah, Ron told me he's heard the rumors about the shop." He admitted when the other man reappeared. Harry picked up a small bottle, examining it curiously before setting it back and moving on. "I don't understand why it matters. If anything, the people from school should appreciate the quality of your work... I mean... You were practically a prodigy when it came to potions." He mused with a small huff.

Stranger: "I was a prodigy." If there were any classes that Draco more than excelled in when they were in school, it would have been potions. Working with the ingredients and making them just perfect was what he was best and and what made the most sense. But, as he had found out, just because he was good at it didn't mean that people would want to buy from him. "Most people think that I'm going to try and poison or curse them through the potions. I used to use a charm that would cause temporary blindness to anyone who shoplifted, but that worked about as well as you'd think."

You: Harry gave a small snort at the words. Leave it to Malfoy to think of something like that. He could see the person stumbling about and breaking things. "Just as humble as ever, I see." He mumbled under his breath before toying with one of the charms on the shelf. "I don't understand why'd they think that... It'd be a poor business decision really." He offered, glancing towards the blond. "Well if it helps at all, I know where I will be going for all my potion needs." He teased. "Well, that is... when Hermoine is not in town. She'd kill me if she knew I was buying potions instead of going to her or making them myself. I'm sure you remember how she is."

Stranger: Why be humble when he knew how talented he was at potions making? A small smirk tugged at his lips, but it was gone as he turned his attention back to the potion he was handling. If it didn't turn out right, the effects would be weak or there would be none at all. Draco was careful with everything he made, no matter what he was trying to do with it. "I also remember how frustrated she got when she couldn't make a potion properly. Never seen someone so frazzled before." Hermione was about as much of a perfectionist as he was, so he understood. But it was still an amusing sight to see.

You: Harry gave a bark of laughter. "Don't let her hear you say that." He teased. "I bet her right hook is stronger than it was in school." He added in amusement, moving to the next object. "She is /The/ Hermoine Granger. She's suppose to be good at everything." He reminded, flipping open a book and flipping through it. "I bet she'll be Head Mistress one day if she's not careful." He added more as an after thought, his voice soft and more directed to himself as he read the words on the page.

Stranger: "I hope to never be on the receiving end of that again." Hermione was one of the very few people to exist now that truly and utterly scared him. She was tenacious and violent if it came down to it and would do anything for her friends. All commendable qualities, but only if you were on her good side. And Draco was sure he would never be. He added a few more ingredients to the pot and turned the flame down a bit. "All we have to do is wait. Who is this for, anyway?" Of course he had to ask at some point.

You: Harry tensed at the question, having already closed the book and set it aside. "I uh..." He mumbled not meeting the other man's gaze. "It's for..." He began as he started heading back towards the counter, flushing a bit in embarrassment as he glanced aside. "Well, its for me if I'm going to be honest." He admitted, rubbing the back to his neck. "Sleep... doesn't really come easy since..." He explained his awkward smile turning into a deep frown. "Well, since everything." He shrugged before glancing up, meeting Draco's blues with his green, the look obviously expecting Draco to understand.

Stranger: There was nothing but understanding as Harry said it was for him, having had his own sleep troubles even before all that happened. Nightmares had been a common occurrence for him since he was young, due to his father's influence as well as the Death Eaters. For a while, he had been brewing his own potions to get them to go away, but that quickly developed into him being unable to sleep unless he had a potion in hand. He held up a hand to gesture for Harry to stay there, retreating into the back for a moment before coming back and holding up a dreamcatcher. "I'd recommend this instead of using potions frequently. I learned how to make and charm them properly when I worked in Muggle Relations, thanks to a visiting auror from the States. It'll help lull you to sleep and keep nightmares at bay."

You: Harry tensed at that, brows furrowing as he studied the charm. Why hadn't he thought of that? Why hadn't Hermoine. "You... Really think that would would work?" He mumbled softly, already pulling out his wallet. "I mean, I'm pretty much willing to try anything at this point but... I would hate for you to lose out on all those future purchases of mine." He offered, hiding his shame with humor.

Stranger: "I know it works. I use one myself." He would at least admit to that, seeing as Harry was airing out some of his own dirty laundry to him. But that was all Draco was willing to offer at the moment, wrapping the dreamcatcher in crepe paper before putting it in a brown bag. "Do you still want the potion? It only needs another minute before it's done."

You: Harry hesitated, considering it a moment. "Yes, please." He offered with a nod. "Just in case something happens." He offered. He paused once more, as if his thoughts were else where before counting out enough gold to cover the purchase and then some. "I would also like to commission you for a few batches of Veritaserum. If able." He offered, putting the payment on the counter. "I don't need it today but when you're able. I prefer to use it over some other... unsavory methods at work. Its come in handy often enough but whoever makes the potions at the ministry... well... it doesn't work as well as it should." He paused offering another smile, this one a tad more confident. "I have no doubt that your's would put it to shame." He admitted, and if he was right in the fact then he had a feeling Draco's business would increase after Harry's co workers saw the difference in the two.

Stranger: If business was better, he would have given Harry a discount on the dreamcatcher or given it to him for free. But any payment he could get was welcomed, taking the payment as it was set down and putting it in the register. A brow raised when he was asked for Veritaserum, knowing how it would have to be used whenever the Aurors were dealing with someone of trouble. It had been a while since he last had to make some so he might be a bit rusty, but a making a few batches would do no harm, and it was fairly harmless to test out on himself when he was alone as it was illegal to sell something that strong in a general potions shop. "Whoever does it probably goes only by the book. For a good Veritaserum, there are certain adjustments that need to be made. How much would you need?"

You: Harry's hand went to the stubble on his chin as he considered it. "I suppose for now... half a dozen?" He offered. "It can't be any worse then the stuff we use and I'll no doubt be lending some to others. Surely, that will do for a decent taste and then I may ask for a resupply if you able to of course." He offered. "I wouldn't want to take up all your time."

Stranger: "Unless business picks up within the next week, I should have them done in a few days." Even then, after the shop was closed, he had more than enough time on his hands to make the batches in the comfort of his flat. Turning to the cauldron and extinguishing the flame, he looked in to see it the fabulous turquoise it needed to be before bottling it up. Once the cauldron was empty, Draco gave a wave of his hand and it floated off to clean itself. "Remember to simmer this before you use it, otherwise the effects are severely dampened." He slipped the bottle into the bag and looked back to Harry, getting a good look at him now that he wasn't diverting his attention to anything else. A slight smile tugged at his lips. "And regardless of your sleepless nights... you look good."

You: "Of course." Harry nodded in acknowledgement of the instructions before being caught off guard by the words. A sudden flush of red coated his cheeks at the words and he gave an embarrassed laugh. "Um... Thanks... I guess." He managed. "You're not too bad yourself. I like the new look... and the green..." He added. "Its always suited you." He mused as he accepted the bag.

Stranger: The flush that rose to his face caused Draco to chuckle slightly, though more surprised than anything else at the embarrassment Harry was feeling. He leaned against the counter a bit and nodded, fixing his glasses as they slid down a bit. "It did. The rest was something I picked up when I was learning more about muggles."

You: "Well, its certainly a good look." Harry offered with a grin, his attention turning to the door as the bell rang, signaling a tall red head's entrance. "There you are, 'Arry." Ron huffed. "Mum just rang, says she wants us to take her to lunch. She's going to be livid if we keep her waiting." He explained before his gaze went to Draco and he frown. "Malfoy." He greeted flatly with a nod.

Stranger: Draco grinned back to the compliment and nodded his head a bit, looking towards the door as it opened and Ron walked in. The smile slipped a bit as his presence was ignored until he finished what he needed to say to Harry, tilting his head a bit towards in. "Weasley." After a moment's thought, he spoke up again. "Tell Arthur I said hi. It's been a while since I last saw him."

You: "Yeah, sure." Ron replied with a shrug as Harry turned back to him and offered out a hand to shake, purposefully not leaving his contact information. "Well, it was certainly a pleasure Draco." Harry offered, his smile never waning. "I'll stop by in a few days to check up. Try not to work to hard, yeah?"

Stranger: Looking to the hand that was offered, Draco took it and smiled back to him before nodding. "Should I gesture to the near empty shop to emphasize how there's barely anything for me to do?"

You: Harry chuckled at that giving the man a pat on the arm. "Just spread the word that Harry Potter is a regular of yours... Ron does." He laughed; causing the youngest Weasley boy to shrug. "Its true." He admitted. "It works to." Harry pulled away after that giving Draco a wave. "Stay out of trouble. I'll see you in a few." He offered as he headed for the door.

Stranger: "I'll make sure to do that." Though he wondered if anyone would believe him, most knowing that the two were on opposing ends throughout all of their school years. Draco waved back as Harry made his way to the door and left, gathering the ingredients he would need for Veritaserum once he was alone.

You: [Would you like to jump ahead a bit?]

Stranger: ( definitely. do you mind starting that? )

You: [Sure!]

You: It was a few days, just as Harry had said it would be, before he reappeared. This time he seemed a bit more upbeat rather than mellow. The charm had worked and Harry had had no reason to use the potion he had been given. He had been sleeping soundly though out the night which was new for him... even with the potions. Though that was only part of the reason he felt so different... To be honest, he had been looking forward to seeing the other man, so different than he remembered, ever since he left. He glanced up as the bell rang, his cloak, flowing with the small gust of wind, messing his unruly hair as he stepped inside, gaze searching for the owner.

Stranger: Though Draco had been told to tell people that Harry visited his shop, it had taken others just seeing the man walk in and out with something in his hands for more people to give it a try. Though the next few days weren't too busy, it was still more than he was used to. Inventory check would go along much better as there was more missing and he only needed to replace things that were being bought, not for going bad. Draco worked hard to make a perfect Veritaserum and had them stockpiled in the back when he had finished, waiting for Harry to appear again to retrieve them. He looked forward to seeing Harry for other reasons, but he wasn't about to admit that. When Harry walked in, a smile tugged at his lips and he laughed at the mess of his hair. "You still don't know how to tame your hair?"

You: A hand lifted to the dark locks in question as Harry grinned back at him. "And you still don't know how not to sound like a snob." He countered playfully. "But I don't complain." He added as he shut the door behind him. "Besides, I like the way my hair looks and I've never gotten any complaints before." He added, already pulling out wallet and moving to the counter.

Stranger: "Do you hear me actually complaining about it?" He teased back to the other, watching as the wallet was pulled out before retreating into the back and retrieving the small box of carefully packed Veritaserum. Draco set it upon the counter and rang it up. "It took a few tries, but these are stronger than any Veritaserum you have seen or tried before."

You: Harry just gave a small huff in response before Draco disappeared. "Right. Thank you." He offered with a softer smile. He hesitated to pay though, looking as if he were a bit nervous. "I uh... was wondering...." He began, a small flushing coming to his cheeks as he avoid the other man's gaze. "That is..." His heart began to quicken a bit before he finally sighed. "I was hoping that you had another Dream charm I could purchase..." He rushed, feeling a bit guilty. It was not what he planned on saying but he did need another. "I... tend to work late hours and sometimes stay in my office rather than turning in for the night." He admitted, the red darkening on his ears. "Its a bit embarrassing but it is what it is."

Stranger: Brows furrowed a bit as Harry hesitated when the box was set on the table, looking to Harry and then down before glancing back up to him when he started talking again. The flush that rose was becoming endearing at this point, not used to seeing Harry like this, embarrassed and almost vulnerable to a point. When he finally got out what he wanted to say, Draco gave a bit of a sigh and wondered how long this man truly worked to resort to that. But he had an idea - having been around so many aurors that ended up sleeping in their offices instead of their homes. A hand flicked and the dreamcatcher he hung in his bedroom in the flat above the store drifted down from the stairs in the back before ending up in his hand. He didn't advertise them or offer them unless someone needed it, so he had to resort to give Harry his own. The next few days would definitely be used to make more. "I'm not going to scold you, but you better not come back and ask for one wherever else you sleep." Draco teased before wrapping the dreamcatcher and slipping it into its own bag.

You: Harry offered a pathetic smile and chuckled softly, running a hand through his head. "Don't worry, I think two will be plenty." He offered as he began counting out coins, making sure to add a bit extra for the trouble. "And I'm sure the potions will work perfectly." He added pushing the coins towards him. "I'd say I can't wait to try them out but I'd feel bad for the poor sod I'd need to use them on." He admitted, opening the box and examining one of them. "How long do you think a few drops will last?"

Stranger: "You can always play a prank on someone to see how well it works. I always test a drop myself just to see how strong it is." Only in the comfort of his own flat and with pre recorded questions so it he wouldn't just be rambling on. Even though the Veritaserum was invasive as no one could stop from answering with a sincere truth, he'd grown used to the sensation it brought. "One drop should last about ten minutes, a few could range between fifteen to thirty. You won't need much for the desired effect."

You: Harry nodded, turning the bottle over in his hands a few times. "Ten minutes?" He asked as if clarifying but he didn't respect an answer. He gave a small shrug as he opened a bottle and lifted the dropper up. "Well... I suppose we only live once." He mused before allowing a drop to fall on his tongue. The flavor wasn't the worst thing he had ever had but it certainly wasn't the best. It was a bit sour with a sickly sweetness that was a bit off putting.

Stranger: That was a surprise. No one in their right mind would dare test out a Veritaserum with someone else around unless there was a wager going or something else that made them do it. And yet Harry took a drop on his own with no hesitation. A huff of a laugh escaped and Draco leaned against the counter. "I don't know if I should consider that bold or moronic."

You: "Knowing you, the later." He mused. "Though I would consider it both." He added with a chuckle and a shrug. "Like the majority of things I do." He glanced down at himself, running a hand over his jumper as if to smooth it. "I don't know... I don't really feel any different." He offered with a sigh.

Stranger: "You tend to be a pretty open book anyway, but you're going to have trouble keeping any thoughts in your head. And I'll try to avoid asking questions." Anyone else would have taken advantage of this and asked Harry whatever they could, wanting to know everything about the boy who lived. Draco was satisfied enough to listen to whatever Harry couldn't keep inside.

You: "True. I've never really been one for secrets." He admitted without hesitation. "Never saw the point in them. They tend to weigh you down and eat away at your soul until you can't take it anymore." He seemed to blink in surprise. "Wow... I... hadn't meant to say that." He chuckled. "Guess it works. Though, thats not a surprise since you were the one to make it. I always envied your talent for potion making. I always struggled but you were so perfect. Which I suppose is why I didn't understand why I was given Snape's book and not you." He clamped a hand over his hand, gaze wide as he tried to keep it all in. "I... am sorry... I hadn't meant..." He began but groaned a bit as pain washed through him. "Thats a lie I knew what the potion would do to me but I couldn't pass up the opportunity to force myself to be honest." He rush giving another groan. "Fuck!" He huffed a hand slamming on the table. "I am severely regretting it now."

Stranger: ( oh one minute! )

Stranger: Right off the bat, Harry was unable to hold back any of his thoughts and Draco was enjoying it greatly. Sure it started off a little grim, but then it melded into being honest about his skills and Draco couldn't help the smug grin that spread to his lips. This was more amusing than he thought it would be and he had to bite down on his lower lip just to keep from laughing out loud. But he was definitely getting a kick out of all of this. When Harry managed to stop, Draco had to clear his throat to get a chuckle loose before he could talk. "It's fine - but it's best to just let whatever happens happen. The more honest you are, the less you feel the... well, the less uncomfortable you are. But, so you're not alone - " Draco flicked his wrist and the closed sign was put up in front of the shop before reaching for the dropper and placing a drop of the Veritaserum on his own tongue. It tasted as fresh as it had after he brewed it.

You: "No, don't." Harry rushed but Draco had already taken the drop and he sighed. "I would have honestly preferred not to know what you really thought of me." He admitted. "I'm already fairly certain you think I'm some ignorant child whose fame has gotten him everything; just like everyone else does. I'm sure you've only been being nice to me because I spend so much money here. Which I do not only for your talent but because I have actually missed your company over the last few years, even if you were always mean to me."

Stranger: Immediately, Draco felt the effects from it as he listened to what Harry had to say. About how he thought he was seen, how everyone else seemed to see him as. And then the admission that he had actually missed his company over the years? Well, all somewhat of a surprise, and he was compelled to respond to all if that in kind. "I don't think you're an ignorant child. Even when I was telling myself to hate you while we were in school, I only did for the first few years. After that, I couldn't bring myself to. Even now, I see you as someone who is trying his hardest. I know you never wanted to coast on your fame, even though so many people would milk that for all it's worth. And the reason I'm nice to you is because I have missed you as well. I miss any positive human contact nowadays, but your visit before made things feel easier."

You: The tension in Harry's shoulders eased a bit at Draco's words and his expression softened. "I wish the world could see you the way I do. They're so focused on what happened... what you were forced into they can't see that you never wanted that." He admitted. "At least I assume you never did. I'll admit I barely know anything about you... But... I'd like to. I've always been too afraid to ask you out... Even in school. You were just so out of my league I felt like I'd never have a chance. Not to mention the obvious hatred thing. That and I was terrified what my friends would think. Granted now its more out of my own insecurities." He shrugged, his ears such a deep red it was almost unnatural.

Stranger: He couldn't help the way his own ears burned a bit as Harry spoke about him like that, a light flush dusting along pale cheeks as he glanced off to the side. And as Harry said that he even wanted to ask him out, there was no way he could keep silent about everything that had built up over the years. "I never wanted to be a part of it. When I was younger, I did admire my father for seeming so strong, but i quickly learned that there was nothing good about it. But I was scared of what would happen to me if I said no. I would be compelled to tell you more now if I wasn't so focused on accepting the indirect way you just asked me out. I've felt something for you ever since fifth year, but I spent almost a decade trying to convince myself that I didn't like you and that I wasn't gay. Didn't exactly turn out well."

You: Harry paused before a huge grin split his features in to. "I didn't really ask you out but if that is a yes I would prefer we just assume that I had." He admitted. "I never had a problem with my sexuality but I, of course, didn't have the same pressures that you did. I never knew you were into men which just added on to the million reasons I refrained from making my affections known. You were just so smart and gorgeous and...." He huffed. "and I don't know what. You are just so perfect, even know with those piercings and tattoos... All I could think about when I..." He groaned, brows furrowing as if he were in pain, obviously fighting the effects of the potion. "When I.... Saw... Fuck." He hunched over, hand bracing on the counter as his stomach churned. "As I saw all of them was how interesting.... how interesting it would be.... to run my tongue over them...." Now that the words were out he breathed in a relieved breath but covered his face with his hands as he straighted. "I can't believe I just said that. I don't think I've ever been more embarrassed in my life."

Stranger: When would the ten minutes be up? They needed to be up so they could stop mortifying themselves like this, yet the more Harry spoke, the more embarrassed Draco got as he leaned over the desk and tried covering his face with his arms. He could feel all of the blood rushing to his head and didn't want to be seen like that, especially as the man kept complimenting him. But then he started talking about the piercings and... started holding back. Draco peeked from over his arms as Harry tried fighting the effects, only to fail and cause his face to blush tomato red. He covered himself once more and tried fighting the words that clawed their way up, the searing pain almost as bad as the embarrassment. Until it became more. "I... the closed sign is on the door... so you don't have to hold back from any of that..." He wanted to fall into an open pit and remain there for the rest of his life, but that wasn't about to happen. So he just looked up a little from his arms, his glasses sliding down as he met Harry's gaze.

You: Harry pulled his hands away from his face at the words, staring at the other man in shock. It took a moment for him to recover before he spoke a moment. "I wouldn't love anything more." He admitted, pressing closer towards the counter, nails digging into polished wood as he continued to try and control himself. He could feel the effects beginning to wane but it was obvious that it wasn't enough yet. "You have no idea how often I've thought..." He groaned at the pain, it wasn't as bad as the last wave but it still made him want to vomit. It would soon be over but he knew he would do more damage if he continued speaking. "... thought of you.... since I came into the shop last.... how many times I've thought about... fuck that hurts.... about how good you'd look tangled in my sheets." He gave another groan but the pain was more emotional than physically at this point, as he began backing away towards the door. "I am... so so very sorry that I am saying these things to you in person." He admitted, noting how he narrowed the apology. He had no remorse about saying them... only doing so infront of the blond. "I should go before I make things worse. I am terribly terribly sorry."

Stranger: As Harry stepped closer, Draco was sure that he would be doing something, anything, with him in a matter of moments. There wasn't anything more that he wanted to do and yet he was so glad the Veritaserum did not affect physical action to save himself the mortification for anything he might have done. His head picked up a bit more as Harry kept speaking, his face remaining a bright red when the rest was said and making him squirm a bit, imagining himself like that now and knowing that he would drop everything just to have that in this moment. But then Harry was apologizing and backing away... making his way towards the door and saying that he should go. Draco barely had time to even think about what came from him. "Don't... don't leave." The pain in his chest was almost suffocating, near crippling, at the thought of Harry walking out like that now, and he hated as his eyes stung and tears sprung to them. "I... It feels like if you leave now, you won't be coming back... that you'll regret having been this honest and whatever could happen will never be... and I don't want that. I don't want you to go..."

You: Harry hesitated at the words, caught off guard by them as he stared at the blond. "I... I am too embarrassed to stay but... I don't regret being honest." He admitted. "Seeing you on the verge of tears is heartbreaking but... I don't think I can stay without hating myself for it. I don't want us to do something you would regret. I would rather do this properly. You deserve more than that. But I can assure you I wouldn't be able to stay away... Not knowing what I do now. " He admitted still backing towards the door, his hand resting on the handle. "Even if I wanted to stay away... you've always had this strange power over me that draws me in. It was one of the reasons I was so terrified when I discovered you were working with the Death Eaters. You would have caused the war to turn out very different than it had; I'm sure of it." He tensed, gaze lowering, unable to handle the sight of the Draco's expression. "I'm sorry." He repeated, before yanking the door open and hurrying out into the street; not even realizing that his wallet and the potions still sat abandoned on the counter.

Stranger: There was nothing he could say, nothing he could think to say other than to repeat that he didn't want Harry to leave. And quietly, under his breath, he was saying it, but Harry was backing towards the door and saying that he would come back. It made Draco feel a bit better, yet the feeling in his chest continued to suffocate him. It gripped him and strangled him and eventually, Harry was gone, running out on an apology. The store was too quiet now... his mind was blank as his own emotions burst forth and he hear collapsed behind the counter. Even if Harry came back - he'd have to, he left everything behind - Draco wasn't sure how honest he would be able to be. His entire life was spent suppressing every single thing he felt in favor of what others thought of him, and even though he was more honest with himself now, those tendencies still remained. He sat there behind the counter, deciding to close the shop for the rest of the day.

You: Harry didn't get far without his wallet, unable to call for a cab home; though the effects of the potion wore off quickly after he left the shop. Still he couldn't believe what he had done... He was so stupid! He needed some time to cool off, so he head back to the joke shop, ignoring the Weasley boy's pestering and disappeared in the back were he threw a small tantrum, ending with a few broken stink bombs which Ron scolded him for before leaving him to clean up. A few hours later he hand manage to gather himself and clean it all up, though it took a few spells to get the smell out of his clothes. He considered catching a ride home with the boys but the thought of having to explain what happened to his wallet gave him pause... not to mention the look Draco had given him as he left... No, he made up his mind and within a few hours he was back at the shop, staring up at the close sign and trying to muster the courage to knock. Of course the few passerbys who glanced his way starting to mumble and talk amongst themselves but he paid them no mind as he paced, doing his best to just knock. just knock.... just knock.... He approached the door a number of times but still didn't manage it.

Stranger: Even though he decided to close up shop early, Draco took his time getting up from where he was on the floor. He had moved, sitting with his back against the counter, but stayed in that position for nearly an hour doing nothing but staring off. Once the Veritaserum wore off, his mind had gone about repairing and composing itself, closing off to the outburst of emotions that had happened not long ago. He was used to doing so, had done it many times when he was in school, but this was the most intense episode in a long time. And he wanted to not feel any of the pain that wormed its way into his chest. When he finally managed to scrape himself back together, Draco did a quick inventory sweep before retreating upstairs, taking Harry's belongings just to keep track of them. He laid on the couch, resting and drifting in and out of the waking world when something set off the proximity charm, a dull hum sounding near him. He had set those for the front and the back of the store, in case of deliveries or any burglaries so he could get ready. Walking to the window that overlooked the front, Draco saw Harry standing there and the pain returned to his chest. He didn't want to see him now, he didn't want to shatter like he had, but if anything, Harry was probably here for what he left. The dreamcatcher and wallet was placed in the box with the Veritaserum before he went to the window, opening it and casting a spell to let the box slowly drift down and land in front of the other.

You: Harry was so focused on the door that he almost missed the box that slowly lowered itself next to him. But as his gaze caught it he glanced up and moved to catch it, looking back to its source before opening it. His heart sank. While he did come for his wallet, he had hoped to clear things up a bit as well... Well, actually he felt guilt and wanted to make it up to the other man. He set the box on the ground and moved down towards the window a bit, tugging out his wand and mumbling a small spell that would carry his voice without having to yell; so that passerbys couldn't easedrop. "I... realize I'm probably the last person you want to see right now." Harry whispered softly, his heart rate picking up. "I was an idiot to do what I did... But... I was hoping I could make it up to you." He sighed. "If you'll let me."

Stranger: Draco knew that if he didn't face Harry now, it would make it much worse later on. He would end up closing himself off to the other even more and most likely ruin any chance at whatever they could have had between them. But It hurt enough... he didn't feel like he was strong enough to face Harry like this. The window was left open so that he could watch the other walk away, if that was what he'd do, but a voice was carried up to him instead. He listened, brows furrowing a bit when the other told him he wanted to make it up. Swallowing roughly, Draco waved a hand and the front door was unlocked, swinging open a bit as if to invite the other in. Draco sent back down a message before closing the window. "Stairs to the flat are in the back. Door's open at the top."

You: Harry pursed his lips at the response, hesitating a moment but eventually nodded and moved to collect his box before heading inside. It felt strange, being inside the empty shop with the lights out and Draco no where to be seen but... he ignored it as he closed the door behind him and placed the box onto the counter before heading upstairs. He took a moment at the top to calm himself before trying the knob and stepping into the flat.

Stranger: It may have seemed dismissive, distancing even, but Draco wasn't comfortable seeing him to let him in. A few more seconds of composing himself was the least he wanted so he made sure he got it. Once the door to the shop was closed, it locked itself again. He listened as the door opened and Harry stepped in, having moved to sit on the couch, eyes red and the skin around it rubbed from trying to rid himself of the tears that had kept flowing before.

You: Harry moved inside, gaze landing on the man. He could tell that he had been crying and Harry hated himself for it. Still he moved to sit in the small chair across from him, feeling completely inadequate, as he avoided his gaze. "You... have a nice home." He offered lamely, cursing himself inwardly the moment the words left his lips.

Stranger: A huff of a laugh was all that sounded as Harry tried making some kind of small talk, though he kept his gaze averted from him. It was easier when he had the Veritaserum in him. There was an excuse for him to be emotional and spill his heart out. But as things were now? No excuse, no reason, only opportunities to close himself off more. "You're not here to make small talk."

You: "Right." Harry sighed. "Sorry." He mumbled taking a deep breath and forcing his gaze up. He'd taken down the Dark Lord and here he was terrified of a simple potion shop owner. It was pathetic. "I..." He just had to spit it out. "I was wondering if you would like to have dinner with me." He rushed, his voice a bit louder than he intended it to be. He caught himself and depleted a bit. "That is... if you have the time."

Stranger: Out of all of the things that Draco expected to hear, that wasn't on the list. He wanted an apology for Harry running off, he wanted... just something. It wasn't like he didn't want to go out with the other, but it wasn't what he expected. Still, his gaze was kept off to the side, Draco fixing his glasses as he took a breath to keep himself composed. "Tonight?"

You: Suddenly Harry felt as if that had been the wrong move. Maybe now that the effects had worn off Draco was regretting what had been said and would turn him down. "Well... yes... if your available... or tomorrow... next week... Whatever you'd prefer.... I can even request a day off if you'd rather have lunch instead." He offered almost desperately. He had never really been good at playing it cool.

Stranger: Harry only ever seemed to be composed when it was literally a life or death circumstance. It would have been amusing if Draco wasn't still battling with himself. He sighed as the other scrambled about to try and say the right thing, eventually looking to Harry and meeting his gaze. "Tonight works. What do you have in mind?"

You: "Oh." Harry blinked in surprise that the man actually said yes. "I... hadn't thought that far." He admitted, offering a small soft smile. "But there is a place in the muggle town square that is nice." He hurried as if worried Draco might change his mind. "I've never been but I've heard good things." He had thought of a small cafe on the other end of the alley but he was worried Draco might think too much about the people around them.

Stranger: Honestly, Draco wasn't in the mood to go out right now. Not because he didn't want to be seen, but his mood for the rest of the day had tanked when Harry left him all alone in the shop. He didn't want to deal with other people right now. Sighing, Draco averted his eyes a bit and rubbed at the back of his neck. "Maybe next time. How about I cook for tonight? I'm not really in the mood to go out and deal with people."

You: Harry paused at that, shoulders slumping in defeat. "Right." He mumbled softly almost as if defeated. It wasn't a big surprise that Draco wouldn't want to be seen with him but it stung a bit. "I wouldn't want to put you out." Harry offered as he stood. "Listen... I'm really sorry about early... I hadn't meant for all that to happen... I understand if you don't want me here... You don't have to pretend like you do. I can leave if you'd like."

Stranger: However Harry took what he said was completely different from it's original intention, eyes rolling a bit as he looked to the man and listened to the apology. As the man stood, Draco took a piece of paper that was near him and crumpled it, up chucking it as his head and hitting him. That was the closest he was going to get at the moment. "Like hell I'm going to let you leave /again/." He stressed that, showing how great his discontent was for it. But Draco stood as well and walked over to him. "If you think I don't want to be seen with you, you're dead wrong. But after that emotional outburst, I am far too drained to be anything but scathing towards people right now. So you will stay here and you will help me cook a meal or you will never be allowed to set foot in my shop again."

You: [I'm about to have to go but I would love to continue this via email if you're up for it?]

You: Harry's brows furrowed as the paper smacked against his forehead, snapping him out of his self wallowing. He couldn't help but give a small soft relieved smile at the words however. "Right." He nodded. "I think I can manage that, though I'm about as good at cook as I was in potions." He admitted.

Stranger: ( i definitely am!! my email is **********************@gmail.com )

You: [Sweet! Do you mind if I send the log?]

Stranger: ( not at all!! probably best for me since i need to bathe my dog now )

You: [lol so cute!]

You: [Sent]

Stranger: ( got it!! )

You: [perfect! I will see you over there then! bye! ^.^]

Stranger: ( awesome!! talk to you there!! )

Stranger has disconnected.

#drarry #omegle #rp #the truth is drarry #draco malfoy #harry potter

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blairwaldcrf · 7 years ago

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Questions For LGBT Ladies #LGBTask

Here are some random questions pertaining to LGBT Ladies. Have others ask you or simply answer them yourself. Please reblog!

((I’m just going to answer them all because I’m bored and very vain))

1. How do you define your sexuality? I identify with the label of bisexual, but my friends tell me i’m probably more pan

2. At what age did you first realize that you like girls? when I was 12 i freaked out because i noticed that girls in my grade were getting boobs and that made me feel things lmao, but i didn’t hardcore fall for someone till i was 17

3. At what age did you first come out? 17 to all of my friends, coworkers, and one of my cousins, 25 to my (mormon) biological family

4. Who was the first person you came out to? How did they take it? my cousin, who was gay and obviously very supportive... they’re now living a full life as a married transgender woman and inspire me every day!

5. How out are you? completely! flaming bi!

6. Has coming out lost you any friends? it did in high school, because most of my friends were mormon, but pretty much all of them came around

7. What is your current relationship status? single, trying to get over my ex fiance? type person

8. How many LGBT friends do you have? lol, um i’m blanking on all of them but i know at least 7 that i talk to frequently

9. Do you have any LGBT relatives? yep! one transgender/poly/pan cousin from my dad’s side... and i’m the gay cousin for my mom’s side lmao

10. Have you ever cut your hair super short? in elementary school my mom gave me the shortest pixie cut ever and everyone thought i was a boy... since then I’ve cut it semi short but never shorter than beside my ears

11. How often do you wear flannel? surprisingly not that often, i only have two flannel shirts

12. How much do you like cats? like at least 60% depending on the cat

13. Do you wear skirts and dresses? If so, how often? i freaking love wearing dresses, but i hate skirts... dresses are like the least maintenance clothing ever

14. Do you wear high heels? If so, how often? um no, they’re not my thing

15. Do you have any tattoos? If so, what of and where? yep, a cactus on my ankle

16. How accurate is your gaydar? 90%

17. Have you ever been to a gay bar or a gay club? yes!!

18. How do you feel when platonic female friends refer to each other as girlfriends? fucking annoyed tbh

19. Have you ever had a crush on a straight girl? hasn’t everyone??

20. Ellen or Portia? Portia for sure, although i love my girl Ellen

21. Is your nose pierced? nah

22 Would you ever want to get married, if not already? i’m a hopeless romantic

23. Will you wear a dress for your wedding? oooh yes and hopefully my wife will too

24. Would you ever want to give birth? oh i would love to but i can’t physically

25. Have you ever watched The L Word? lmfao yes i’m a good bi

26. Have you ever dated a guy? yep, and regretted it 7/10 times

27. How do you feel when someone uses the word gay to mean stupid, dumb, or boring? obviously annoyed

28. How many rainbow items do you own? umm at least one flag

29. Have you ever been to a pride festival? yes, i even got to walk in it!

30. Have you ever celebrated National Coming Out Day (October 11)? yes

31. Have you ever participated in the National Day of Silence? yes

32. Have you ever worn a woman’s suit? hell yeah in middle school lmao

33. Have you ever worn any men’s clothing? um i mean “men’s clothing” is a subjective term, but like I’ve worn men’s boxers and shit...?

34. Do you eat meat? i love meat

35. Do you consider yourself a feminist? yep!

36. Who is your favorite LGBT celebrity? ahhh, um... probably Ellen? Although Adam Rippon is starting to sway me lmao

37. Are you religious at all? not particularly, although sort of neobuddhist/wiccan

38. How often do you find yourself trying to sneak a peak or staring at a cute female? 15/10 times

39. What is your ideal first date? like, just any date where i’m with a girl tbh

40. Are you comfortable with terms such as lezzie, lesbo, dyke, or tranny? sort of okay with lesbo, but the rest are offensive to me

41. How outdoorsy are you? i fucking love camping and mountains

42. In general, has being open about your sexuality affected your relationships with other females? yes, some lesbians i’ve dated were super biphobic

43. How much makeup do you typically wear? in public, plenty. at home, none

44. Have you ever attended a gay or lesbian wedding? yep!

45. Are you more feminine or more masculine? i’m genderfluid, but slightly more masculine

46. How long is the longest relationship you’ve been in? Are you still with that person? 5 years, and no

47. Have you and a girlfriend ever been mistaken for sisters? nope

48. Do you think it is possible for someone to truly be a 50/50 bisexual, or is the percentage always skewed in favor of one gender? ugh this is literally the fucking worst question. bisexuality is valid no matter the percentage of any gender attraction you bitch muffin

49. Have you ever wished you were completely straight? no tbh

50. Do you watch any LGBT YouTubers? Rose and Rosie

51. Do you wear any combat boots, Doc Martins, or Timberlands? combat boots

52. Have you ever been hit on by another female? yes it’s an electrifying experience

53. How athletic are you? i stand up sometimes

54. What are your views on gender identity and bathroom use? free bathrooms

55. What is your opinion of septum/bull nose piercings? not my thing

56. What does equality mean to you? that everyone has an equal chance to achieve the same goal

57. If you are not a lesbian, about what percentage of the time do you find yourself attracted to other females? 99.9%

58. Have you ever shared clothes with a girlfriend? lol yes it’s the best

59. Have you ever liked or dated a girl with the same name as you? nah

60. How flirty are you? pretty flirty, i’m a libra

61. Are you a virgin? virginity is a construct, but no

62. Do you listen to any LGBT musicians (i.e. Tegan & Sara, Melissa Ehteridge, Chely Wright, Elton John, Sam Smith, George Michael, Adam Lambert)? in highschool me and my exgf would rock to emo tegan & sara

63. Have you ever been told that you are too pretty to be gay? yep

64. Have you ever been discriminated against because of your sexuality or gender identity? If so, please explain. all the fucking time... i don’t want a threesome, i’m not going to cheat because i’m bi, etc etc

65. Have you ever driven an SUV, Jeep, or a pickup truck? nah

66. Are you or have you ever been a tomboy? oooh boy, let me tell you. yes

67. Agree or disagree: Everyone is at least a little bit gay. ummm, 90%?

68. What personality trait are you most attracted to? intelligence

69. Boobs or butts? boobs

70. Beer or wine? hard liquor

71. Do you have a favorite lesbian movie? ... it’s still Imagine Me & You... the leads are so god-tier beautiful

72. From 1-10, how attractive are muscular women? 9

73. From 1-10, how attractive are women who wear glasses? this is dumb

74. From 1-10, how attractive are women who are covered with tattoos? 8

75. From 1-10, how attractive are curvy/plus-size women? 9

76. From 1-10, how attractive are women with short hair? 6

77. From 1-10, how attractive are masculine butch women? 4

78. From 1-10, how attractive are highly intelligent women? 10

79. From 1-10, how attractive are tall women (i.e. around 6 feet or taller)? 7

80. Have you ever been on your period the same time as a girlfriend? lol yes

81. Has a girl ever dumped you for a guy? Have you? i dumped a girl who was cheating on me with a guy

82. Do you carry a purse? yes?

83. Do you wear any hats such as snapbacks or beanies? yes

84. Have you ever pretended to be completely straight? nope

85. Would you ever date a trans girl? yes!

86. How well do you think LGBT women are portrayed on television? not extremely well, but it’s getting better

87. Have you ever had a crush on a woman who’s much older than you? Sandra Bullock..

88. Do you have any celebrity crushes? fucking Gal Gadot man

89. Do you have any opinions on LGBT people in the military? keep them safe and start regulating sexual assault of all military members

90. Do you believe in love at first sight? no

91. Have you ever been told that you look gay (i.e. like a lesbian)? occasionally, depending on what i’m wearing

92. Where do you think is the best place to meet a potential lover? fuck if i know

93. Is there such a thing as “good” lesbian porn? yes... if it’s made by lesbians

94. Have you ever had a one night stand? lol yes, but not with girls

95. How often do you wear a bra? 91% of the time

96. Have you ever been part of a softball team? lol no

97. If you could live your life all over again, would you still be attracted to other women? honestly i’d rather be attracted to only women instead of being bi

98. What stereotype about LGBT women do you disagree with the most? that bi women don’t belong

99. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to figure out her sexuality? watch Imagine Me & You

100. What advice would you give a girl who is struggling to come out? it takes time... just let it happen and know that the time will come naturally

@caiterprince and @angryfinnstan who I know are wlw, you should answer some of these if you want because i love you and want to get to know more!!!

#personal #non fandom #wlw #wlw tag

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billiejoeshappytrail · 7 years ago

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do all 140 questions you coward i dare you ;)

jfigkgkgkg okay guys, never do this to gee because she will do it back eventually, ,,,,, 3 Fears? Never being able to get top surgery, relapsing, bad things happening to Green Day 3 things I love? Green Day, my cat, malachite 2 turns on? Oh yikes,,, i'm tryna make this blog more kid friendly but i'm pretty sure you already know my weird kinks 2 turns off? Being right wing, being a posh twatMy best friend? I don't have one.. maybe my cat lmao Sexual orientation? PanHow tall am I? 5'6"What do I miss right now? Honestly? Uni. I know that sounds lame af but I just want it to be Monday alreadyFavourite colour? I have a lot of them! I'm an artist Do I have a crush? *exhausted noises*Favourite place? I really don't know right now What am I listening to right now? Nothing Shoe size? UK 6Eye colour ? BlueHair colour? PinkMeaning behind my URL; 😂😂😂Favourite song; IdkFavourite band; Green Day How I feel right now; Okay Someone I love; Bilky My current relationship status; Uh My relationship with my parents; Weird but not badFavourite season; SummerTattoos and piercing i have; lion tattoo on my chest, pink panther in my left elbow ditch, a dotwork crown on my left middle finger, a lot of stick and pokes, septum piercing, snakebites, earlobes, tongue Tattoos and piercing i want; Too many tattoos to explain, eyebrow piercing, nose piercingThe reasons I joined Tumblr; Fuck knows 😂Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? ! !! ! !!! I sometimes get a good morning from Gee on kik Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? My phone is dead but I think probably not?? How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? Uh, about five minutes unless I'm going full punk Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? Jgkhkh nope Where am I right now? My roomDo I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Depends on the setting Do I live with my Mom and Dad? I live with my mum Am I excited for anything? ! ! !! ! !!!!! ! ! ! Tomorrow Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Sounds cishet but okHow often do I wear a fake smile? Never, if i'm sad of pissed off yr gonna know about it If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Billie Joe Armstrong What do I think about most? Mad shit, food, weed, music, intrusive bpd crapDo I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? BehindWhat was the last lie I told? I don't know, I try not to lieDo I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? I'm sort of uncomfortable with both but like, the select few people I'll call usually skype me so I guess video chat Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Ghosts; dunno, aliens; fuck yea Do I believe in magic? I want toDo I believe in luck? What's there to believe in? Sometimes you have it and sometimes you don't but it exists like just by virtue of people being lucky sometimes What’s the weather like right now? GreyWhat was the last book I’ve read? Idk manDo I have any nicknames? Ya i'm itchy or itch to most of my online friends Do I spend money or save it? Idk man, I'm poor so idk Can I touch my nose with a tounge? NahFavourite animal? LionWhat was I doing last night at 12 AM? Maybe sleeping?What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Any Green Day song What is my favorite word? I don't have oneMy top 5 blogs on tumblr; yo i'm not going that I have way too manyIf the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Feed the fucking poor you heathens Do I have any relatives in jail? Not that I know ofWhat is my current desktop picture? I don't really use a computer but my tablet one is billie joe Had sex? Ya Bought condoms? NahGotten pregnant? Nope Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Yeah it was kinda not as good as it sounds Had job? Sort of Smoked weed? Ye Smoked cigarettes? YeDrank alcohol? YeAm I a vegetarian/vegan? Veggie ✌Been overweight? YeBeen underweight? Probably not Gotten my heart broken? YeBeen to prom? YeBeen in airplane? YeLearned another language? Not fluently but I can sort of speak German like, more than the average brit can speak of their Fremdsprache :0 Wore make up? YeoDyed my hair? YepHad a surgery? Not yet Met someone famous? STZA REPLIED TO MY MESSAGE LAST NIGHT HFGJG also i met jeremy corbyn a few times, eddie izzard a few times and i have a wild story abt how I almost stabbed him Stalked someone on a social network? Ye Been fishing? Nah Been rejected by a crush? YeWhat do I want for birthday? It just happened Do I like my handwriting? I guess Where do I want to live when older? Everywhere Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? YeWhat I’m really bad at? Being neurotypical What my greatest achievments are? Not dying The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me; dude in my high school found out my mum had cancer and he said i deserved for her to die What I’d do if I won in a lottery; pay people's tuition, pay people's medical bills, buy either avocado toast or a house, I haven't decided yet What do I like about myself; Lots of stuff :0 My closest Tumblr friend; The goons :0 Any question you’d like? Are you outgoing or shy? Both at different times What kind of people are you attracted to? It depends, I don't really have a type Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? God I hope not, I never want that ever again for a really long time Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Depends who with Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? RoryWhat does the most recent text that you sent say? IdkWhat are your 5 favorite songs right now? RVIVR - Resilient Bastard, Armstrongs - If There Was Ever A Time, Riverdales - Rehabilitated, New York Dolls - Personality Crisis, Green Day - The Grouch Do you like it when people play with your hair? Ye, unless I just did my mohawk in which case they can get the fuck away from me Do you think there is life on other planets? YeDo you like bubble baths? Sometimes Do you like your neighbors? Yeah!!! My next door neighbour is this lady called Lily and she encouraged me to try roller derby Where would you like to travel? A lot of places Favorite part of your daily routine? Taking my sertraline with a coffee maybe but not because it's exciting, just because it's the only thing I do every day without fail.What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? TiddiesWhat do you do when you wake up? Feed my cat Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? I like it how it isDo you ever want to get married? Fuck no If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Nah Would you rather live without TV or music? TV Have you ever liked someone and never told them? YeahWhat are your favorite stores to shop in? Uh, alternative places, every city has one, Afflecks, Camden etc. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? NahDo you smile at strangers? YeahHave you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? NahEver wished you were someone else? YeahFavourite makeup brand? IdkLast thing you ate? Lasagne Ever won a competition? For what? I won a few art competitions as a kid Ever been in love? YesFacebook or Twitter? Facebook Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr Are you watching tv right now? Nah What colour are your towels? Red Favourite ice cream flavour? Cookie dough or salted caramel First person you talked to today? IdkLast person you talked to today? ??? Gee ??Name a person you hate? Theresa fucking MayName a person you love? Jeremy fucking Corbyn Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Oh god, so many people Do you tan a lot? NahHave any pets? My baby boy ! !! ! My gorgeous little lion, my Corbyn, orange boy, fav boy Do you type fast? Sort of Do you regret anything from your past? Abel lmao Ever broken someone’s heart? NahHave you ever liked someone so much it hurt? YeaIs cheating ever okay? NahDo you believe in true love? SureWhat your zodiac sign? Virgo Do you believe in ghosts? Idk Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? "Annika shrugged. She was worried about the goldfish"

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debgall · 8 years ago

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92 Truths TAG MEME

Was tagged by : @jaidenhawson and @eldaguardian (I didn’t understand all questions, but I’ll try to answer honestly (っಠ‿ಠ)っ)

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself and then tag 25 people

LAST… [1] Drink: Water [2] Phone call: Boyfriend [3]Text message : Friend from college bc I was late... [4] Song you listened to: Fille du vent - Keny Arkana [5] Time you cried: This sunday (I’m a crybaby)

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] Dated someone twice: Yup... That’s a bad idea. Don’t do that! ╭( ･ㅂ･)و 7] Been cheated on: My cat cheat on me... He loves my boyfriend more than me... (Ｔ▽Ｔ) [8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope [9] Lost someone special: Fortunatly no. [10] Been depressed: Yes (like everyone on earth I think) [11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes.

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS… [12] Orange [13] [14]

IN THE LAST YEAR… [15] IN THE LAST YEAR… ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? [16] fallen out of love: Yes. [17] laughed until you cried: Yes, everytime my boyfriend do stupid things with me. :p [18] found out someone was talking about you: Yes. But not badmouthing. Friends talk about me to their bf or family and it seems that is to say nice things. ┌|ﾟзﾟ|┘ [19] met someone who changed you: Yes, every single person I met since one year change me... I really happy about it... It helped me changing stuff that I was stuck in for years... [20] found out who your true friends are: yes. [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Yes... My boyfriend. :p

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them... I don’t accept poeple that I don’t know IRL or that I never talk a little before... [23] do you have any pets: 2 cats Walter (my black cat that love my boyfriend more than me) and Jiji (the cat of my boyfriend that likes me a little better -> I feel less alone) [24] do you want to change your name: No, I really like my name. For the story, when I was little, I tought that if I ever had a girl, I couldn’t think of a better name than mine... (Yes I’m strange since ever... And I promise, I’m not megalomaniac) [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Japeneese food with a part of my family. [26] what time did you wake up: I wake up naturaly between 7:30 am and 9 am. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching Castle and falling asleep on it. [28] name something you cannot wait for: KH3? Having my diploma? Travelling the world. Doing nothing without freaking out about my deadlines! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 2 weeks ago. [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I’ve been trough a lot a things, but all of these makes the person I’m today, surounded by all incredible poeple... But maybe right now... I would change the image I have of myself and my anxiety... [31] what are you listening to right now: Castle (the TV show) [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: No. [33] something that is getting you nervous: Poeple. I have social anxiety... [34] most visited website: Tumblr, Youtube, Eldarya, facebook, otakumole. [35] elementary: ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? I had good grades? [36] high school: ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? Huh? [37] college: ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? one of the hardest time of my life... Can’t wait it to end. [38] hair color: Brown [39] long or short hair: Really long (I met my haircuter ones a year). Short hair kid trauma... [40] do you have a crush on someone: My boyfriend. (and the masked man) (o^-')b [41] what do you like about yourself: My imagination (ｏ'ｖ｀ｂ)ｂ and my fighting spirit I guess... [42] piercings: I had some : nostril, septum, a lot on the ear... But right now, I just have one on the ear (took off the others). [43] blood type: O+ [44] nickname: Debby, Debo, Deb, Deboui (on site) [45] relationship status: Couple + 2 cats (that are like kids) [46] zodiac sign: cancer [47] pronouns: she, her [48] fav tv show: Game of thrones, Castel, Naruto, Avatar: the last air bender, Gumball, Big bang theory, How I met your mother.... And so many others I can’t think of right now... I love tv shows. [49] tattoos: Yes, 2. [50] right or left hand: Left hand

FIRST… [51] surgery: I had to remove a sort of kyst (I wasn’t put asleep). [52] piercing: My nostril when I was 14. [53] best friend: Mary [54] sport: I think It was natation or equitation. [55] vacation: I think it was in UK (London)... [56] pair of trainers: Uh, don’t know.

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Nothing. [58] drinking: water. [59] i’m about to: going to sleep XD [60] listening to: Castle (TV show) [61] waiting for: sleeping... [62] want: To have avdenturous dreams! [63] get married: No. I’m not interrested in that kind of thing. [64] career: student in psychology.

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: Hugs. [66] lips or eyes: Eyes ┌( ಠ‿ಠ)┘? We can see with it... It’s... Nice. [67] shorter or taller: both are cool. [68] older or younger: younger [69] romantic or spontaneous: I would say romantic... But I have a really spontaneous boyfriend, and it is soooo much better. I love this kind of his personnality. [70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms? [71] sensitive or loud: ┌( ಠ‿ಠ)┘? Uh. both? [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger?: No. [75] drank hard liquor?: yes. [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? : everytime I go to movie theater... [77] turned someone down: Yes. There was time of my life when I didn’t feel confortable or felt embarrassed when poeple showed interest in me... [78] sex on first date?: Nope [79] broken someone’s heart?:Don’t know... I was never told that... [80] had your own heart broken?: Yup. [81] been arrested?: Never. [82] cried when someone died?: I don’t cry when poeple die (until now)... It is weird, I know... [83] fallen for a friend?: Yes... For my actual boyfriend... When we met I was so happy to have made a handsome friend... One year later, we started dating.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself?: No. But I tried to believe that I’m capable of achieve my dreams... [85] miracles?: Not really. [86] love at first sight?: Not really... But I think it can happen to some of poeple. [87] Santa Claus?: ┌( ಠ‿ಠ)┘? Of... course... [88] kiss on the first date?: Yes. [89] angels?: No/

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Aurore [91] eye color: Grey Bleue [92] favorite movie: I have a looooooooot and It depends on the envy of the moment - Star wars movies / H2G2 / Flipped / A lot of Ghibli films / .... It is hard to think of it actually......... To hard, and like the tv show, I can list a really good list that can show my tastes... I tag all my followers... <3 <3 DO IT I wiil read it <3 <3 (sorry If i don’t mention name, but I need to sleep and I m interrested of you all!)

#OVER

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1:Name - Zoe

2:Age - 24

3:3 Fears - Spiders, Heights, Death (lowkey)

4:3 things I love - The sound of a rain storm, Being able to sleep in, Chocolate

5:4 turns on - Confidence, Cuddling, Kindness, Intelligence

6:4 turns off - Cruelty, Bigotry, Rudeness, Unwillingness to listen

7:My best friend - I don’t think I have one.

8:Sexual orientation - Really really really fucking gay

9:My best first date - Haven’t had one.

10:How tall am I - 5′5″

11:What do I miss - A lot of things when I let myself dwell on them.

12:What time were I born - I honestly have no clue. Is this information people usually have off the top of their head?

13:Favourite color - Blue at the moment

14:Do I have a crush - No.

15:Favourite quote - “It is what it is” / “This too shall pass” / “But the monsters turned out to be just trees”

16:Favourite place - The beach, or by any body of water. Or curled up in bed on a lazy day while it storms.

17:Favourite food - Strawberries.

18:Do I use sarcasm - Who? Me?

19:What am I listening to right now - Road noise

20:First thing I notice in new person - Their smile

21:Shoe size - 8-9

22:Eye color - Blue

23:Hair color - Dark blonde

24:Favourite style of clothing - I kind of live in tshirts and jeans but I really like a sharper look - like suits.

25:Ever done a prank call? - No

27:Meaning behind my URL - There isn’t one? It’s my favourite place, favourite animal, and year of my birth.

28:Favourite movie - Oh this is difficult. The Alien Series, Harry Potter, or Silence of the Lambs

29:Favourite song - Losing My Religion - REM

30:Favourite band - Right now Taylor is my favourite singer, but in terms of bands I’d say the Killers at the moment.

31:How I feel right now - Neutral.

32:Someone I love - My dad.

33:My current relationship status - Single.

34:My relationship with my parents - Good if we haven’t pissed each other off.

35:Favourite holiday - I don’t really have one.

36:Tattoos and piercing i have - None. Not even my ears pierced.

37:Tattoos and piercing i want - Something for my mom, grandfather, and dad. But the monsters turned out to be just trees in Taylor’s handwriting. And maybe something else.

38:The reason I joined Tumblr - Kaylor tbh.

39:Do I and my last ex hate each other? - No, not at all.

40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - I’ll sometimes say goodnight or goodmorning to my friends but usually? No.

41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - No.

42:When did I last hold hands? - In a way that wasn’t platonic? Never.

43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Technically 30-45 minutes.

44:Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? - No. I’m single and live in jeans so I’d rather not deal with the hassle.

45:Where am I right now? - In my bed.

46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - I don’t drink but if it happened, probably my dad at the moment if anyone.

47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - Reasonable level but sometimes I’ll blast it in the car.

48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - Yes, unashamedly.

49:Am I excited for anything? - Not really. Maybe the upcoming Alien movie.

50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - No.

51:How often do I wear a fake smile? - I don’t usually bother to fake it but I will if I have to.

52:When was the last time I hugged someone? - Last night.

53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - Impossible.

54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - No.

55:What is something I disliked about today? - I have work.

56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - If anyone wants to introduce me to my future wife that would be cool. Short of that, meeting Taylor would be cool too.

57:What do I think about most? - Depends on the day.

58:What’s my strangest talent? - I don’t have talent.

59:Do I have any strange phobias? - I think my phobias are pretty typical.

60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - I suck at taking photos but I hate being in photos more. Just keep the camera away from me altogether.

61:What was the last lie I told? - Not sure.

62:Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - I tend to be quiet on the phone so video chatting instead I guess.

63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - I don’t not believe in ghosts and I think it’s a bit arrogant to write off the possibility of other intelligent life in space.

64:Do I believe in magic? - I don’t not believe in it. I believe spells are about as real and powerful as the idea of prayer, for whatever that’s worth.

65:Do I believe in luck? - Yes.

66:What's the weather like right now? - Clear skies and 60 out but it’s meant to hit the mid 80s.

67:What was the last book I've read? - No clue.

68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? - I don’t mind it.

69:Do I have any nicknames? - Not really. Most people don’t bother.

70:What was the worst injury I've ever had? - Probably just a scrape or cut. I’ve never broken anything or needed stitches.

71:Do I spend money or save it? - Save it usually.

72:Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - No.

73:Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? - No.

74:Favourite animal? - Wolves

75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Sleeping, thankfully

76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - I’ve never thought about it. I believe Morningstar is traditional.

77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Losing my Religion.

78:How can you win my heart? - Just fucking be there for me. Show up, be patient and kind. Falling for me first may help.

79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - I don’t want a tombstone. But probably something snarky or a pun.

80:What is my favorite word? - In terms of use? Fuck.

81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr - This is hard. @princessandsunshine, @gaylorswift, @gay4tay, @shady-kaylor, @gay-romantics

82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? -What the fuck? or Impeach the entire republican party.

83:Do I have any relatives in jail? - Not to my knowledge.

84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - Omnilingualism or Probability Manipulation

85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - There’s a fair few to be honest.

86:What is my current desktop picture? - At work it’s a picture of the beach at my home town/

87:Had sex? - No

88:Bought condoms? - Yes

89:Gotten pregnant? - No thank fuck

90:Failed a class? - Yes more than once

91:Kissed a boy? - No

92:Kissed a girl? - No, sadly

93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Nope

94:Had job? - Yes

95:Left the house without my wallet? - Yes. I’d lose my head if it weren’t attached some days.

96:Bullied someone on the internet? - No.

97:Had sex in public? - No.

98:Played on a sports team? - Briefly but sports aren’t my thing.

99:Smoked weed? - No

100:Did drugs? - No

101:Smoked cigarettes? - No

102:Drank alcohol? - Tried it but don’t care for it

103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - No but I have considered Vegetarianism. Or at least Pesco-Vegetarianism.

104:Been overweight? - Yes.

105:Been underweight? - No.

106:Been to a wedding? - Yes.

107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Yes.

108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - Yes.

109:Been outside my home country? - Yes, to England.

110:Gotten my heart broken? - Yes. It sucked.

111:Been to a professional sports game? - Yes.

112:Broken a bone? - No, somehow.

113:Cut myself? - Not intentionally.

114:Been to prom? - No. I skipped mine.

115:Been in airplane? - Yes.

116:Fly by helicopter? - Yes

117:What concerts have I been to? - Rascal Flatts, The Killers, Coldplay at least twice, Snow Patrol, U2, No Doubt, Brooks & Dunn and Reba.

118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Yes.

119:Learned another language? - No, sadly.

120:Wore make up? - Yes but I don’t enjoy it.

121:Lost my virginity before I was 18? - No.

122:Had oral sex? - No.

123:Dyed my hair? - Yes.

124:Voted in a presidential election? - No. Yes, I know with the last election but I accidentally missed the registration date because I’m a dumb ass.

125:Rode in an ambulance? - No, thank FUCK because it’d cost a fortune.

126:Had a surgery? - Yes. Deviated septum and wisdom tooth removal.

127:Met someone famous? - No.

128:Stalked someone on a social network? - No.

129:Peed outside? - No.

130:Been fishing? - No but I want to try it.

131:Helped with charity? - Yes.

132:Been rejected by a crush? - No because I keep crushes to myself usually.

133:Broken a mirror? - No.

134:What do I want for birthday? - I may just ignore mine.

135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - I don’t particularly want kids.

136:Was I named after anyone? - My grandmother and great grandmother

137:Do I like my handwriting? - No.

138:What was my favourite toy as a child? - As a little kid I’m not sure, probably legos. Once I was a bit older, probably my gameboy.

139:Favourite Tv Show? - X Files.

140:Where do I want to live when older? - Where can I afford? Ideally near my hometown but I’d never be able to afford it, so probably a house here.

141:Play any musical instrument? - No.

142:One of my scars, how did I get it? - I’ve got an old faint one on my knee but can’t remember how I got it.

143:Favourite pizza toping? - Pepperoni or Mushrooms

144:Am I afraid of the dark? - Not unless I wake up from a nightmare

145:Am I afraid of heights? - Yes.

146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - No

147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - Of course. That’s life.

148:What I'm really bad at - Everything.

149:What my greatest achievments are - I’ve survived over a decade with a brain that actively or passively wants to kill me but you can’t really put that on your resume.

150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - Not sure.

151:What I'd do if I won in a lottery - Pay off my car, buy a small house, pay off my dad’s house, set aside enough to go get a degree at a slow pace if I want, save and invest whatever might be left.

152:What do I like about myself - I’m a little more resilient than I think, I’m an asshole but not a cruel asshole

153:My closest Tumblr friend - probably @princessandsunshine

154:Something I fantasise about - That Thing

155:Any question you'd like? - You didn’t ask one, mate.

#ask games #thanks mate #shady-kaylor

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fervcr-blog · 8 years ago

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*｡:ﾟFIRST TASK.

marge died wearing this but the bold fashion choice was actually disintegrated in the fire. they arrived in purgatory in the nude, and adopted numerous clothing options from frightened newcomers, the supermarket’s selection, or anything folks left around town. the outfit you probably first saw them in was this one. though they still obsessively collect different articles of clothing now, and keep them tucked away in their apartment, switching #looks whenever they’ve gathered enough for a different outfit. because death cannot diminish their vanity.

FULL NAME: mallory bosko, they’ve been called marge ever since they were a teen because of their habitual margarita drinking. honestly almost no one in the last 15 years of their life even knew/remembered their name wasn’t actually marge.

CURRENT AGE: 38 + 6 months.

CAUSE OF DEATH: they technically died from cardiac arrest following inhalation of flame. the building was on fire and they were trapped and consumed by it; their flesh is brutally seared, eyes cooked, all body-hair burnt off, and their nails cracked and brittle. everything on them is severely scorched and dehydrated. if the toxic chemicals and lack of oxygen hadn’t killed them, the heat would have.

GENDER & PRONOUNS: genderfluid/queer + they/he/she pronouns. Uses they the most, but has no problem with other pronouns. you can refer to them however, they’ll either not notice / ignore assumptions / or just correct you. they couldn’t be more apathetic to judgment. Most people assume they go by he, (depending on their wardrobe), but they’re used to it.

SEXUAL & ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: bisexual pan-grey-aromantic, kinda not romantic, kinda sees how they could be, almost?? maybe?? it’s not a priority and that’s good cus they have no fucking clue what’s going on with that. their mental illness is a huge barrier when it comes to intimacy so they can’t tell what’s a symptom or something else?

RELIGION: narcissist !! honestly. though they would have referred to themself as an atheist in life. they’ve never believed in higher powers or spiritual punishments, but they’ve encountered, and even socially utilized, a lot of various religious theories for their own gains. even now they’re just too damn apathetic to care that this might mean there is a god and a hell and a whole other world of information they don’t know. they just don’t care.

OCCUPATION: used to be an illegal bookie & petty criminal in london, in the afterlife they scrub blood stains, annoy people, and steal shit,,, tbh

HAIR & EYE COLOR: they have no hair left, but it was naturally (curly) dirty blonde when alive, and was dyed blue last. though there’s no color left in their eyes these days, they used to be dark, muddy green.

HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 6 feet even and 178 lbs. always been athletic and almost perfectly proportionately balanced, though they carry themselves with an awkward gait -- an ill fit to the space around them, always finding the most uncomfortable way to sit or stand, or choosing to station themselves Too close to others. if you met marge and then were asked later to close your eyes and describe them you might come up with descriptors such as: awkward, flamboyant, indelicate, tawdry, cheap, and gawky.

TATTOOS & PIERCINGS: one of the earrings they had in when they died won’t be coming out again without surgical interference, but they used to have 4+ in their ears, their septum, left eyebrow, and snake bites done, and they were littered in tattoos no longer visible through all of the burns.

PERSONALITY & MANNERISMS: most of the time marge tries to face the people they’re speaking to, but it’s not to be polite it’s to hear & locate them better, sometimes they turn their face away a few inches to achieve this. very rarely will they close their eyes altogether. they’re an energetic person and they’ve always been more hyper active than reserved or stationary. they move a lot, touch people often, change their expressions constantly, and just generally put on a show -- though they don’t gesture with their hands almost at all.

HOBBIES & HABITS: they unwind in the school, live in the top floor of an apartment building they wandered to in their first week, take a lot of walks with their umbrella, make regular visits to the clinic to see if they can scam more newbies out of the possessions they brought along with them unintentionally,, etc, , etc. they really do spend a LOT of time moving around. sometimes they stop in at the bar but it’s always alone, in the back with a plate of lime wedges. they never stay for long.

PLACE MOST VISITED: a tie between the clinic and the school.

RESIDENCE: the apartment building they live in is a decently large one, of an older design, set next to a tiny bridge (which they regularly consider hanging out under, giving out riddles), with drafty hallways and big empty apartments all throughout. they might have neighbors but the only way marge would notice is if they were loud ones.

#*｡:ﾟ my weekend with god.#deadtown:taskone #these outfits are subtle aren't they

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artemisia-annua · 8 years ago

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2016

What did you do in 2016 that you’d never done before? I and my family took in my father and we lived together for the first time since i was 4. I quit a retail and got my first full time job in data entry.

Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I didn’t really make resolutions last year. i wanted to eat more fresh foods and try new things, and i did that.

Did anyone close to you give birth? No one very close to me.

Did anyone close to you die? My Father died in july, just after my uncle. and in June my great aunt died

What countries did you visit? I made it out of state briefly to georgia, but that was it.

What would you like to have in 2017 that you lacked in 2016? I really want to see diego in person, somehow.

What dates from 2016 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 7.17.2016 The summer was definitely the hardest time of my life. I was house sitting far from my home and further from my jobs, when my Grandmother had a serious stroke (She was in rehab for over a month, not moving her right side) then while there, we had to break the news to her that my uncle passed away, and we were afraid to tell her that because it might slow her recovery. then my father died July 17th, 2016 . and when we told her, the tears spilled onto her cheeks and it was cathartic, because when my mom held me in the hospital room she tried to tell me not to cry and it took everything in me not to scream at her that crying is right and to stop hiding from her emotions. and during all of that i was working 55 hours/week and driving over 15 hours too. so much for mental health.

What was your biggest achievement of the year? honestly just surviving. getting things done that had to be.

What was your biggest failure? not spending more time with my father

Did you suffer illness or injury? no

What was the best thing you bought? tickets for my father and i to see a movie, and a huge bag of popcorn.

Whose behavior merited celebration? it was the first time in my life i recall celebrating father’s day.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? america’s. and my mom more than once.

Where did most of your money go? gas and bills and groceries

What did you get really, really, really excited about? my father moved in at the end of january. that was the best.

What song will always remind you of 2016? MewithoutYou Seven Sisters https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSB2DvrpBgM or the whole Catch for Us the Foxes album

Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c ) richer or poorer?

What do you wish you’d done more of? Spent time with my father, doing anything.

What do you wish you’d done less of? work

How did you spend Christmas? with family cooking in my house after church. my grandmother was able to walk to me (albeit slowly) to give me a hug. her strength is half what it was, but she’s doing so much better than july.

Did you fall in love in 2016? no, i’ve been in love.

What was your favorite TV program? maybe being human? it started out well.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? people who actually voted for trump and try to justify it by any reason.

What was the best book you read? probably a collection of MLK’s speeches. i also found out how much i liked pride and prejudice as a book.

What was your greatest musical discovery? i’ve listened to mewithoutYou before but i’ve gained a lot of new appreciation for them this year.

What did you want and get? to have my father visit

What did you want and not get? to see diego (and more time)

What was your favorite film of this year? fantastic beasts revitalized my childhood. it wasn’t perfect but it had a lot of nostalgia.

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i turned 25, got my nails painted and ate at a chinese buffet. i also had some wine. it was a great time, actually. a perfect day, i’d say. i also got my septum re-pierced though i mostly wear it up.

What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying? cooking dinner for my father and having him ask what i made and telling me it smelled good. or bringing him to see his best friend.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2016? unkempt.

What kept you sane? diego and escaping to nights on the town.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? eh

Who did you miss? my father (see a pattern here?)

Who was the best new person you met? probably a new coworker who helped me cope with the election nightmare. or getting to know lacey better, though we knew who each other were we didn’t talk before.

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2016. no matter what you do it’ll never be enough, but somehow you have to keep going.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. Why not be utterly changed to fire? To sacrifice the shadow and the mist of a brief life you never much liked So if you'd care to come along we're gonna curb all our never-ending, clever complaining (as who's ever heard of a singer criticized by his song?) We hunger, but through all that we eat brings us little relief we don't know quite what else to do, we have all our beliefs, but we don't want our beliefs, God of peace, we want You.

#2016 #remembering some light in the shadows

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adazzlingaffair-blog · 6 years ago

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London’s Living 50 Questions

1. What are you watching on Netflix right now? I’m not watching Netflix currently, because Lucas isn’t here and he’s my Netflix partner. But if I was watching it with him we would be watching something scary. [laughs]

2. If you're not watching Netflix, what are you doing? I mean, obviously answering questions, but before you showed up? I was making chocolate chip cookie dough.

3. Can we find you on Twitter or Instagram? Mhm. You sure can. I’m on both. I’m constantly updating Twitter, so I’m sure that’s the better place to catch up on my trouble making.

4. Who should EVERYONE be following right now on social media? Ooh, for sure Broken Republic, but second has got to be my beautiful girl Sienna Cohen. She highlights a lot of important issues and everyone should be following her.

5. What's your coffee shop drink? Coffee or tea? Coffee. Always coffee. I mean, I get it, tea is good too - but coffee gives me so much more energy and I need it with how much I run around for work.

6. What's playing on your Spotify right now? [pulls out her cellphone and the spotify app] ‘Only you’, by Little Mix and Cheat Codes. I was dancing in the kitchen when you got to the door. [Laughs] Don’t judge..

7. If we were to break into your phone, what was the last text you sent? I mean...No need to break in…[Flashes phone] It was to Lucas at the studio…’I love you, babe. Be safe.’

8. If you were to get a tattoo in an hour, what would you get and where?Shoulder probably...A phoenix. Rebirth and all that jazz. This has been a heck of a year and I need a little rebirth in my life..

9. To be or not to be? To be. Because don’t let anyone hold you back from what you want to achieve in life. Unless we’re talking about being an arse - then not to be. Don’t be an arsehole.

10. You're in a pet shelter. What do you adopt, if you have to adopt something? Oh hell. Lucas and I live in a damn circus already. I’d probably adopt one of everything. But I think I want another dog...

11. What's the best gift you've ever received? Best gift...it would have to be a second chance at life. Because my second chance has been pretty bomb.

12. What is the best gift you’ve ever given? Oh..God. Uhm..Brennan would argue it’s the matching temporary tattoos I got him so he can look like his Dad...But I don’t know...That’s a matter of opinion.

13. Where's your next dream vacation? On a boat in the middle of the ocean with Lucas. Basically stranded away from anyone that can piss me off.

14. On a Sunday morning, would we find you in sweatpants or all dolled up? Sweatpants of course. Probably covered in pancake batter or cleaning up cereal after cartoons with Bren and Luke...

15. How do you destress after a long day? A glass of wine and cuddles with one of my dudes on the couch.

16. If you had one superpower, what would it be? To see through fake people. I’ve been burned too many times and it would be really nice to have that sort of transparency at my disposal.

17. What’s your favorite flower? The orange Lily. They remind me of a tropical paradise.

18. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? About myself? You have to make these so personal? My insecurities. [Stands up and beckons us to the kitchen with a smile]

19. Who do you miss most? My Dad. Here try some of my cookie dough. Lucas says it’s amazing...

20. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Lennox. We were discussing our next girls getaway. Each time we try to go...it gets canceled. [Laughs] I told her it’s cursed.

21. What do you want for dinner tonight? I think I’m going to ask Lucas to bring home a pizza because I just want to binge on Netflix and eat cookies...

22. Three people alive or dead that you would like to have dinner with? My Mom, Dad, and Weston. Because I miss them all and it would be the most amazing dinner ever since I know Wes would cook it..

23. Where were you born? London, baby. Where the heck else!?

24. What would be the title of your autobiography? I could go a lot of places with an autobiography...But I think if I wrote one now it would be called ‘Lost and Found.’

25. Who are you crushing on? Oooh, Mr. Lucas Hendrix for sure. Have you seen that smile?

26. Think anyone has a crush on you? Well, I mean..I really hope it’s that Hendrix fellow [Winks with a laugh]

27. Last photograph you took? I took a pic of the bowl of cookie dough so I could tease Luke...I know...cruel, right?

28. What kind of vehicle do you get around town in? Recently? I’ve been stealing Lucas’ Jeep since I like running around with Bren.

29. If you're taking out food to eat at home, where's it from? Prolly the pizza place down the street or chinese food next to my office.

30. Are you a big spender, or do you pinch pennies? I..am not shy about the fact that I love to shop. I’m a big spender all the way.

31. If you could volunteer your time to a cause, what would it be? Helping the victims of violent crime. As a victim myself, I can’t help but feel connected and want to help others.

32. If we opened your fridge, what would we find? Milk, eggs, leftover chinese, cookie dough balls, yogurt...Uhhh...Oh there’s some spaghetti in there too.

33. You're mixing me a cocktail. What am I drinking? Apple Cider and Fireball. It’s nothing luxurious, but it’s my go-to right now and you would love it. Have you had one? Want one? Let me get a glass….

34. Where are you going right after this? Staying in the kitchen to finish making this cookie dough..

35. Who was the last person you kissed? It was…..Oh I bet you thought I was going to say Luke, didn’t you? [Grins] It was Brennan on the cheek before he left for school.

36. Who is the next person you'd like to kiss? Now that answer is definitely Lucas.

37. What's your star sign? I’m a Taurus..

38. Do you believe in love? Absolutely. I didn’t for a long time...But I’m a believer now.

39. Do you have any piercings? Ears, Septum..but I haven’t had anything in it so it’s probably closed….

40. What's your guilty pleasure? Recently? I would have to say bubble bathes...After a long day it’s the perfect thing to indulge in. Give me a glass of wine and I might just soak for hours.

41. Who is your best friend? I mean I’ve got a few...But longest and most precious? Lennox Reynolds! She’s forever stuck with me and if she cares she just has to deal with it.

42. What's one thing you can't live without? My friends. I’m not sure where I would be today if I didn’t have such a beautiful group of people standing by my side. Honestly? I probably wouldn’t even be here talking to you.

43. I'm hungry. Do you have a snack for me? Cookie dough, duh. Though, I mean, I can make you a sandwich..

44. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Extrovert for sure. You can’t be in my line of work and be closed in on yourself..

45. At the club, do you dance, or do you sit back and relax at the bar? Dance...I’m a dancer most of the time. You literally can’t keep me off the dance floor and if you try, I’ll dance in my seat.

46. What are you looking forward to this week? Carving some more pumpkins with Brennan, making some pies, drinking hot cider, and getting to work on a lot of Halloween events at work.

47. What are you least looking forward to this week? I’d have to say the long hours that it’s going to take to get my upcoming events in order. It’s a love hate relationship this time of the year. And it won’t stop until after New Years.

48. What's your worst habit? Doubting myself and letting my emotions get the better of me.

49. Do you love the city, or the country? I’m pretty sure I can’t answer that either way. I love both. I love the city, but I grew up on the countryside and that holds a lot of memories for me. 50. What's next for you? Hopefully something good. I’ve got a lot up my sleeve and I’m just dying to unleash it all...

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1-154 hope you have a wonderful year love

Thanks boo, I’m really gonna try to make this year a good one 🖤Here we go! 1: Full nameSavannah Lacey Satterfield 2: Age213: 3 Fears-losing loved ones -being lied to-natural disasters 4: 3 things I love-my friends-my cat-black eyeshadow 5: 4 turns on-tall-good music taste-tattoos (not required, but a plus)-being genuine 6: 4 turns off-bad tattoos-bad sense of humor -no goals-rude to people that work in customer service 7: My best friendKwynn 8: Sexual orientationStraight 9: My best first dateGood question 10: How tall am I5’5” and a half 11: What do I missMy siblings 12: What time were I born8:01 am13: Favourite colorBlack 14: Do I have a crushI don’t even know anymore honestly 15: Favourite quote“This too shall pass”16: Favourite placeThe ocean or at a concert 17: Favourite foodPasta 18: Do I use sarcasm Allll the time 19: What am I listening to right nowNothing, it’s silent 20: First thing I notice in new personUsually hair or eyes 21: Shoe size8.522: Eye colorBrown 😒23: Hair colorBlack with two strips of blonde 24: Favourite style of clothingAs long as it’s black I’ll like it 25: Ever done a prank call?When I was like 13 probably 27: Meaning behind my URLI’m sad, join the club 28: Favourite movieI have a few 29: Favourite songI can never choose one 30: Favourite band^^31: How I feel right nowTired tbh32: Someone I love@mathurbator33: My current relationship statusSingle 34: My relationship with my parentsNoooope35: Favourite holidayHalloween 🎃 36: Tattoos and piercing i haveI have 9 tattoos, my septum and the right side of my lip pierced37: Tattoos and piercing i wantDon’t even get me started 38: The reason I joined TumblrI don’t remember tbh it was a long time ago 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?I hate him but for some reason he tries hitting me up all the fucking time lmao 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? No ☹️😞41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? Nope 42: When did I last hold hands? A long time ago tbh 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? I take my time so like at least an hour 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Yes 45: Where am I right now?Bed 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?Probably Rhaina or Kwynn 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?Loud 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?I live w adopted dad 49: Am I excited for anything?Not at the moment 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?Kwynn 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?A lottttt 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?New Year’s Day I think?53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?That sounds messy54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?Probably 55: What is something I disliked about today?I woke up sick 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Either Davey Havok or Landon Tewers 57: What do I think about most?How much I hate myself lmao 58: What’s my strangest talent?Apparently I can pole dance when I’m drunk? Probably not well though 59: Do I have any strange phobias?Nothing out of the usual 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?Usually behind it, I don’t photograph well61: What was the last lie I told?“Im good how are you”62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Depends on the person 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Yes & yes 64: Do I believe in magic?Yeah65: Do I believe in luck?Yeah66: What’s the weather like right now?It’s coldddd67: What was the last book I’ve read?Gooood question its been too long 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?Lowkey 69: Do I have any nicknames?Nah70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?I broke my collarbone like 6 years ago71: Do I spend money or save it?A little of both tbh 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?Nope73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?Nah74: Favourite animal?Cats or dogs tbh 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?Sleeping76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?🤷‍♀️77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?There’s a lot of those 78: How can you win my heart?Don’t be a fuckboy 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?I just want the bat emoji on it 80: What is my favorite word?Fuck81: My top 5 blogs on tumblrI’m really bad at remembering all the URL’s I’m sorry 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Everyone just be fucking nice to each other 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?No 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?Mind reading 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?I don’t know tbh 86: What is my current desktop picture?It’s just a dumb one that my laptop came with 87: Had sex? Yeah88: Bought condoms?Yeah89: Gotten pregnant?Noo 90: Failed a class?Yeah91: Kissed a boy?Yes92: Kissed a girl?Also yes 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Yeah94: Had job? Yes95: Left the house without my wallet?Yes 🙄96: Bullied someone on the internet? Absolutely fucking not 97: Had sex in public?No 98: Played on a sports team?No 99: Smoked weed?Yes 100: Did drugs? Couple times 101: Smoked cigarettes?Currently do 102: Drank alcohol?Ohhhh yeah103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?No 104: Been overweight?Probably am105: Been underweight?I think so 106: Been to a wedding?Yeah107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?The sims ruled my life when I was a kid 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?Yeah109: Been outside my home country?No 110: Gotten my heart broken?Yeah111: Been to a professional sports game?No112: Broken a bone?Yes113: Cut myself?Yes 114: Been to prom?Yes115: Been in airplane?Yes116: Fly by helicopter?No117: What concerts have I been to?So fucking many 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?No119: Learned another language?Not really 120: Wore make up?Every day pretty much 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?YeH122: Had oral sex?Yeah123: Dyed my hair?Yeah124: Voted in a presidential election?Yes125: Rode in an ambulance?No126: Had a surgery?No 127: Met someone famous?Yes128: Stalked someone on a social network?Don’t we all 129: Peed outside?Yeah130: Been fishing?No131: Helped with charity?No132: Been rejected by a crush?Yeah133: Broken a mirror?Yes 134: What do I want for birthday?Just to be surrounded by my friends and alcohol 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? None136: Was I named after anyone? No137: Do I like my handwriting?It’s okay I guess 138: What was my favourite toy as a child?Barbies 139: Favourite Tv Show?I have a couple I like 140: Where do I want to live when older?Anywhere as long as I’m happy 141: Play any musical instrument?Nah142: One of my scars, how did I get it?One time I was trying to curl a girls hair and she was being a bitch and giving me anxiety so I was frantic and burnt the fuck out of my wrist 143: Favourite pizza toping?Veggies 144: Am I afraid of the dark?Eh145: Am I afraid of heights?Depends 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Yeah147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Pretty often 148: What I’m really bad atEverything 149: What my greatest achievments areGraduating college 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to meI can’t think of anything off the top of my head tbh 151: What I’d do if I won in a lotteryPay off debt 152: What do I like about myselfNothing really 153: My closest Tumblr friend@mathurbator154: Something I fantasise aboutBeing in love

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alien-earz · 8 years ago

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about me

Fancy knowing anything about me?

1: Full name Kirstie Taylor King Turcotte

2: Age: 20

3: 3 Fears: deep water, creepy crawly bugs, pizza place doesnt deliver

4: 3 things I love: music, art, laughing

5: 4 turns on: if you funny, gentle, and can have deep conversations

6: 4 turns off: big ego, doesn’t show he cares, ugly shoes

7: My best friend: nobody wants to be close to me long enough

8: Sexual orientation: str8

9: My best first date: ohhh maaannnn.... somewhere in a waterfall in a foreign country

10: How tall am I: 5′3

11: What do I miss: not having to adult

12: What time were I born: 7:30 am!

13: Favourite color: dreamy purples and green and blue and anything lovely

14: Do I have a crush: yeessssss!

15: Favourite quote: let it go, let it leave, let it happen. nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you anyway. all you own is yourself.

16: Favourite place: new zealand or anywhere with a beautiful sunset

17: Favourite food: all da food! but mostly hummus

18: Do I use sarcasm: ....noooo :3

19: What am I listening to right now: bedroom-nostalgic feeling!

20: First thing I notice in new person: the beautiful smiles

21: Shoe size: 7

22: Eye color: bluuuueee

23: Hair color: dirty blonde

24: Favourite style of clothing: dirty mop grungy just crawled out of a trashcan unique

25: Ever done a prank call?: pretty sure i wasted my adolescence prank calling people

27: Meaning behind my URL: i like to get high

28: Favourite movie: oh maaann! idek. the grinch probs. i know err word.

29: Favourite song: i have a million favorite songs. but my favorite song at the moment is hodera-breathe easy because the guitar sounds so dreamy and beautiful

30: Favourite band: nevershoutnever is my guilty pleasure

31: How I feel right now: weird

32: Someone I love: everyone who ever made me feel loved

33: My current relationship status: d8ing

34: My relationship with my parents: terrible

35: Favourite holiday: halloweeny because i love being creepy

36: Tattoos and piercing i have: i only have my belly button pierced but i have 8 tattoos and ive had a million piercings in my life time.

37: Tattoos and piercing i want: i want to get my septum re pierced annnnndddd i want an avocado tattoo’d on my arm

38: The reason I joined Tumblr: because it was cool af in grade 10

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: no way, we were friends for a long time before.

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: ermm... sometimes i guess

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: yep!

42: When did I last hold hands?: yesterday in the car with my boyfriends mom cause i love her and she loves me and shes the best.

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: 10 minutes at the most

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?: loool no? its winter.

45: Where am I right now?: at work :(

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: probably my self or the cab driver. cabbies always pull thru.

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: as loud as it can fuckin go

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: no!!!! im a full time adult

49: Am I excited for anything?: summer time

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: yesssssssssss, most of my greatest friends are boys

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: mm 70% maybe.

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: yesterday when i was leaving my friends house. noice warm hugs

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: i would be confuuused.

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: no! i learned the hard way not to trust a distrusting person.

55: What is something I disliked about today?: that i had to get up at 8 and go to the bank to get money for my rent. and than pay my grumpy landlord.

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: Robert Plant

57: What do I think about most?: im mostly in dream land 99% of the time

58: What’s my strangest talent? i can spread all my toes apart and it looks like i have munky feet. its pretty bad ass.

59: Do I have any strange phobias? i dont think being closter phobic is strange. but FUCK that.

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? both! i like to capture beauty and be apart of beauty.

61: What was the last lie I told? i lied on my time sheet at work because i need the hours but i fucking hate working.

62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? talking on the phone is nice, it keeps the mystery going.

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: of course.

64: Do I believe in magic?: yes! i believe we all have abilities we cannot access, only some people get to that point.

65: Do I believe in luck?: sure

66: What's the weather like right now?: sunny, windy.

67: What was the last book I've read? celestine prophecy

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?: i would be dead if i did

69: Do I have any nicknames?: kerby/kerbz

70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?: uhm my brother snapped my pinky in half.

71: Do I spend money or save it?: both haha

72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? no :c

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? yes! my key chain.

74: Favourite animal? red panda

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? roasting my brain on social media

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? love

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? heaven must be missing an angel

78: How can you win my heart?: be sweet and semi obsessed

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? tried my best

80: What is my favorite word? rutabaga

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: i dont go on tumblr enough

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? love everyone. every leaf. every ray of light. forgive.

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: nahhh

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?: read peoples minds

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? how do i feel honestly.

86: What is my current desktop picture? a red panda.. hahah

87: Had sex? i would be pretty sad if i was 20 and still a virgin.

88: Bought condoms? yessssssss

89: Gotten pregnant? noooo!

90: Failed a class? ha ha ha

91: Kissed a boy? yup

92: Kissed a girl? yupppppp

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? heh yes

94: Had job? unfortunately

95: Left the house without my wallet? all the time

96: Bullied someone on the internet? ya i was a dick in highschool

97: Had sex in public? how public? i had sex in a park at night. and in the forest. and in a car parked on the side of the road. idk how public that is. but.

98: Played on a sports team? soccer!

99: Smoked weed? everyday.

100: Did drugs? yea!

101: Smoked cigarettes? ive been ciggy free for awhile

102: Drank alcohol? if i could calculate how much vodka i have drank in my life i could probably fill an olympic pool. js.

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? vegetarian!

104: Been overweight? not really.

105: Been underweight? no

106: Been to a wedding? yess

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? probably.

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? when i was younger yeah

109: Been outside my home country? multiple times!

110: Gotten my heart broken? i think my heart is in a constant broken stage now.

111: Been to a professional sports game? yeah!

112: Broken a bone? if my pinky counts than yes

113: Cut myself? for a year i used to cut my self in highschool.

114: Been to prom? i live in canada

115: Been in airplane? yeaaaaaaa

116: Fly by helicopter? noooooo

117: What concerts have I been to? too many

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? mm no

119: Learned another language? no! :’(

120: Wore make up? sometimes

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? i was 15

122: Had oral sex? duhh

123: Dyed my hair? not for 2 years

124: Voted in a presidential election? i voted in the prime minister election in canada last year. my dude won. of couuuurse because hes sick.

125: Rode in an ambulance? yea when my brother shattered his head

126: Had a surgery? yup!

127: Met someone famous? no

128: Stalked someone on a social network? haaaahaha i have issues

129: Peed outside? ya gotta do what ya gotta do

130: Been fishing? yes! i caught the biggest fishy at my bf’s cottage this summer. he was pretty impressed.

131: Helped with charity? i dated a christian guy in highschool and his parents would take us to the mustard seed to hangout with the less fortunate and feed them :) it was really nice.

132: Been rejected by a crush? YEAA! its the worst.

133: Broken a mirror? no thats bad luck

134: What do I want for birthday? a big hug and an awesome concert in seattle to happen.

135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? 2 kids. they will be boys. Atlas/Onyx. maybe Eli?

136: Was I named after anyone? my dads highschool crush.

137: Do I like my handwriting? yeah! ive got pretty nice writing id say

138: What was my favourite toy as a child? barbies/teddy bears

139: Favourite Tv Show? one tree hill

140: Where do I want to live when older? somewhere peaceful, surrounded by nature

141: Play any musical instrument? ukelele!

142: One of my scars, how did I get it? my friend put a cigarette out on the back of my leg when i was passed out drunk. that was fun.

143: Favourite pizza toping? pineapple!!

144: Am I afraid of the dark? if i watch a scary movie or have a scary dream.

145: Am I afraid of heights? not really but sometimes when i look down it gives me butterflies

146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? HAHA ya. my mom is smarter than i thought i guess.

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? all the time.

148: What I'm really bad at: expressing myself.

149: What my greatest achievments are: moving out all on my own and paying all my bills on my own without any help.

150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: my first love told me to go kill myself and that i was spineless.

151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery: pay my parents debt off and move them somewhere they always wanted to go.

152: What do I like about myself: im funny i guess

153: My closest Tumblr friend: jen

154: Something I fantasise about: having my life be a dream pop music video

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